a new ground
August 17th, 2006 by azreasorry, i’ve given wrong address for my blog!
laptalk.blogspot.com
haihh .. pardon me ;p
life change when blog also changed ;p
August 13th, 2006 by azreawell … i’ve changed my blog @ laptalk.blogpsot.com
if u miss me … u may visit my blog kay? well .. same ol same ol =) just that this time .. u guyz wont be acknowledge if i’ve updated my blog. oleh itu .. rajin2 la visit the new page kay.
have fun reading =)
How far temperamental u are by zodiac
August 12th, 2006 by azreaARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20
Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologize, which makes them easier to forgive.
TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20
You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.
GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29
You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.
CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21
Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.
LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21
If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.
VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21
Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.
LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22
Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.
SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21
Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanor (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person who try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.
SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20
You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.
CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19
Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.
AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18
You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.
PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20
The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.
openn sassamee
August 10th, 2006 by azrea
I went through some pictures when I went overseas. Ah .. I miss the feeling tremendously. This month I’m supposedly to follow boify to Bangkok again but I jst have to forget abt it since my leave is not approved. I feel so suck that I am excluded from the trip coz I do need a get away!! I am not so sure if both of us confirmed to celebrate Eid at Germany and then drop by at London. That will be such a great trip for me! Hell … I do not see the chances at all. If boify is going to make the trip alone .. that’ll be much hell.
The tense I have at work really fuck me up to my daily routine too. Ppl always told me .. never give 120% to ur company. Well .. at first .. I never wanted to take that advise.. coz I believe, to climb the ladder .. I have to perform what I have to offer! However!!! I kinda over estimate situation. I thought things will go better and hyprolitics in offc wont happen to me. SO NOT! I cant trust anybody in this offc. My work is getting harder and harder and every necessary action made by me was questioned as if I broke the protocol. Arghhh sux!
That’s why I said .. I need a vacation bloody much!
u jump … i die
August 9th, 2006 by azrea
last nite was a disaster! we were on the way home and suddenly the car shut off by itself!! well .. i know it’s ghost month but i did not expect that to happen!
a fren told me once …
"bad luck will strike 3 times. the 3rd will be the worst. prepare." haih … touch wood.
i was kinda sad it happened tho .. coz we are really hit by bad luck more than 3 times already now. luckily dad came and picked me up while my cousin was kind enough to come and give a look. low’s mechanic came with tow truck … and there was kuda hitam …….. the car engine is good tho .. and also the battery .. alot of minyak still, tempareture is allkay too. really dunno what happen.
i like driving kuda hitam ….. a lot of good things happened bcoz of him. i dun wanna lose him =( i tried to call low to know the condition .. but he havent return my call. i wonder …..
i cant imagine if low would drive me around with other car … i am so comfortable with kuda hitam … kuda hitam witness the ups n downs in our r’ship. that means alot to me. i dunno .. it’s jst too sentimental to lose …
days, months, years and still counting and still luving (cross finger!)
August 7th, 2006 by azreaboify was asking me jst now how come i havent update my blog.
well ….. he kinda expected me to write something since last nite ( saturday 5th)was a big event for me - having made our r’ship the longest ever ;p
yes, yesterday was 1 sum memorable day for me. yes ……… 1 1/2 years was my longest and now … 1 year and 7 months is the new record ;p no!! it’s not a record to be break but .. since its already there .. so what the hack ;p
we always talked abt it since last month and kinda got excited abt it. but .. yesterday ..we totally forgotten abt it until i past by a jed shop! that was abt …. 6pm? sumthing …
u kno.. i am still excited abt it! well .. nobody to share with since i think our r’ship has been overated by certain frenz ;p so i guess it’s allkay to jst share the sweet thoughts thru my blog =)
to think back i really had went tru the deepest shit in my life .. which i never knew i would face one. say… 2 1/2 years ago .. i never knew i would ever feel this great. well. i am still facing alot of shits (due to trying to connect more with the reality of life) but i am so sure everybody is well acknowledge of my over happiness =) well .. i also know u guys knew that sumtimes i cried n feel like shit. bt since u guys also know that things will come around and its jst a circle of life .. things really are different with me now.
me n him fight all the time … bt we know how to find each others arms and make up. well .. that’s great. the fact that he is such a luving person and very modest .. makes me feel small.. that …….. i am still a kid and having this childish attitude would bring him to trouble. boify is very matured in handling matters while me ….. i really really dont like to show to ppl that i am capable of doing things rite .. especially infront of him. i do not know why i am having this kind of attitude but i guess … the fact that he is older and wiser than me … i find there is no reason for me trying to be clever when he is arnd. in fact, i hate to be clever/matured with him! i jst really enjoy being pampered by him. really makes me enjoy being his girl =)
knowing how a great person he is to me (his girl), i his ex’es would remember him as the same. too bad. they had their chance to cherish him .. but they did not and it wasnt their luck. so since it’s my luck .. and he is mine to be with …. "enjoy what u have".. and i am =) its a rough road .. but it’s one hell of a journey =) if i was faith not to settle down with him (touch wood), i know i ll feel pitty towards my husband coz most of the best moment i had was with my boify. hihihi.. sounds unfair .. but i better make this clear incase of anything ;p
as much as i am so occupied with my work, as much as he is so stressed up with his business afairs, and the fact that we can still steal a few hours for cuddles and making luv … really make a difference in the r’ship. i believe that’s a very solid reason of why we are still so much connected towards each other - the efford that was made for the r’ship to happen.
haih… i am so hoping ‘cinta itu tidak pupus’ btwn us. it happen alot nowadays. hyeee … there are alot of hot chix out there who has more to offer. with him being that nice .. haih … my saham is at stake ;p
talking abt that!! he did ask me not to trust him 100% (which i do not). so i said ..
me: since u dont want me to trust u 100% .. then u mst let me read ur sms, ur emails, ur friendster, ur myspace.
low: if u do that then i will break with u.
me: well .. u are the one who does not want me to trust u 100%. so … this is what i should do la.
low: yes. u cannot trust me 100%.
me: allkay .. then let me have ur password.
low: tak bley.
and u know what .. this conversation havent settle ;p but i am really worry if i ever found out that he is flirting with other grls. i kno i will get hurt badly coz this one … i really luv and care beyond my own expectation.
haih. god is fair. i have good intention towards my boify. i hope god will be on my side for this one.
it’s my fairytale that i want to live with =)
enough of wisdom!
August 1st, 2006 by azreano .. not saying that i am good enough … but my wisdom tooth is coming out from my little mouth. frigging pain. i was scheduled for a minor operation yesterday .. but since i am having meetings until wednesday, i will only available to be operated (haha) on thursday. but yesterday after the check up, doc said it’s still swollen and the fact that i still cant open my mouth, it still due to further notice. (??)
it’s pain allrite … my right cheek really look like a bulb from far and nearer u look at it .. my jaw seems to look like man’s jaw. (haha)
to be blame is my mother! she inherit me this gen of big tooth but small mouth/pout too!
to make things worse … boify started to call me ’round’ nowadays. pfftt…..
allkay .. now i am going to boify’s place. wanna feed myself. hungry. even tho i cant open my mouth as big .. i still can eat allkay. *toodles*
nightmare daylight
July 27th, 2006 by azreawhat’s ur worst night mare?
i kno mine very well …. and guess what …
it’s coming on my way.
that’s one thing i wish never happen.
what luck am i having?
i hope its a good one … i hope there’ll be a good ending.
a happy ending.
tales are jst tales
July 12th, 2006 by azreait’s great when u have a partner who knows very well of his priority in life even tho u come to second. bcoz .. at this age … i hardly found anybody who can focus to their goal to success in career. some ppl .. want to do it right .. but some ppl just want to get it done doesnt matter what he has to go through. A MAN GOT TO DO WHAT A MAN GOT TO DO.
nobody can figured out what faith they will get … but one person can lead their faith. i am leading my own faith. i am what i’ve choosed and i will not turn back. moving forward .. that is. make things better in everyway.
if my faith is not in my own country .. so be it. i shall go wherever faith brings me.. and work things out from there. even tho u’ll be at age of 40 .. it’s never too late to start again. as long as u are in a strong state of mind .. anything is possible.
i however wish everything will turn out just fine. i have my own dreams .. my own fairytale. whether i have my dreams come true or not .. it’s next to second. what important is to live life for today. not for tomorrow .. not bocz of yesterday. it’s bcoz today is the reason u are awake and make use of today … coz today … will bring u to another day for tomorrow.
i am trying very best for today .. i hope god will listen to my prayers and my hardwork.. i just want things to be allkay.
be ur own government
July 9th, 2006 by azreawhat’s up ppl!!
it’s sunday and world cup final is tonite y’all!! and guess what. i’ll witness the azzuri to lose tonite @ 1U. ah …. i wanna be @ laundry bar. i feel more comfortable there. they hv the beer garden outside + ppl are eating salad + throwing curses to the screen .. that’s fun!! seriously! then i will hv company to scream my lungs out too ;p yeah …. it’s kinda more fun at laundry bar rather than 1u. argh… what to do. deary bf got matters there so jst follow la rather than stuck at home rite?
i’ve never missed world cup fiesta b4. boify wouldnt understand how bad it is to me if i missed one. i remember it once when i told him that i missed a movie show with my buds and he make it sounds like not a big deal.
well .. yea .. it’s jst a movie .. no boose .. no grass .. no skins. so basically u wont hv much fun .. so what are u missing rite?
?? wtf??
this is what we call social illness. and u kno what? alot of ppl especially malaysian are denying this fact + still making much noise abt the rising price of alcohol + ciggy. and the fact that they still can hv an argument whether should or not the clubs/pubs to open until 5am is really unbelieveable.
yesterday i’ve read in the news paper abt zouk being raid + arnd 30 clubbers being caught coz of urine positive. hye …. if we cant keep the drugs abuse under control … do not dream to hv the clubs open until 5am.
alcohol is not an issue actaully. it’s price hiking but remember …. it is still cheap. for a country which should not hv alcohol sold … should hv the price expensively. dont believe me? just look at dubai - where u said we should have our eyes one. they might hv the clubs opened till morning .. but remember .. their drugs problem is not like ours.
as long as we do not know how to improve/control/civilised ourselves .. then u are going to expect living in hell ni ur own country since u are the main contributor to that.
do not point ur finger to the government. please .. that is so lame and so not man.
remember how ur mother gave u only a pence and u think it sux and since then u start stealing money? that is only happen bcoz the money u had u spent it by buying junks!! it’s a lesson that u never learnt!
same goes to whatever government is doing now. how can they govern when the citizen is a living hell?! got what i mean? hello … money can only build .. but money cannot sustain. we … WE sustain and keep things real. WE are the one who are responsible for our own flops. WE are the one who responsible for the hiking of so many prices coz we dont give face the government.
like our parents .. if we always follow what they say. we might have a good deal of life - we’ll get what we want, catch us when we fall, trust + freedom. but if we keep breaking the wall of trust .. haha .. a wall from freedom is what we going to get. same goes to the government. we do not know how to sustain what we had from the government .. from our country. so there are more rules for us. take it or leave it.
hye .. this theory is appicable to all.no matter which country u go .. if u bring the same attitude like how u are in ur own country .. trust me. nobody will respect u. they will only think that u are some sort of JAKUN of modern civilisation and having problem to fit in. do not trust me? ahaha .. u may try.
basically .. if u dont like how our government govern the country .. at least mind ur own issue. have ur own government to govern urself. ini diri sendiri pun cannot be a good example .. berangan to talk louder than the speaker.
why am i saying all of these? coz i am so sick with malaysian who thinks they are modern enough tapi sebenarnya .. they jst lost from the road of human civilization.
